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Of Me, Nina, Ina and Abang Adi

Alhamdulillah. Aku rasa lapang dada. InsyaAllah boleh. Settlekan jer dulu. Macam mana nak teruskan hidup lepas ni boleh fikir lain kali. Rezeki ada dimana-mana ye dak? Setakat ni aku tak jumpa lagi orang mati sebab tak makan. Ahaks.

Mama hantar sms, Nina masuk pertandingan bercerita. Aku doakan dia menang. She's so talented. Cuma, biasanya sekolah kat kampung aku tu akan memperketengahkan anak-anak cikgu dan kroni-kroni jer. Kesian adik aku. Tapi kan, permata didalam lumpur pon bersinar jugak. Nina quite gila kuasa. Sedih sebab tak dapat jadi pengawas. Jadi Pustakawan pon boley la jugak.

Meeting with Ina and Abang Adi was wonderful. Miss 'em both. Lagi sekali kalau tak nangis2 memang tak sah. Ahahaha. Abang adi such a wonderful abang. And abang adi, we know you love us, (me, emon and noer )as your own 'lil sisters. We are lucky to have u as our abang and Ina is the luckiest to have you as her soulmate. :D Ina, I'm glad you love the personal linkage to other blog than mine and Kak Na. It'll entertain you while waiting Kak Na moving to her new space.
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Situasi 1:
Kau membosankan aku

Situasi 2:
Gossip laa.. gossip lagi.. I love the attention.. ahahaha

Situasi 3:
Kepala pening ni sapa nak bg ubat?

Situasi 4:
Jiwa yang tersadung nih dah tak nak bangun..

Situasi 5:
*Air mata jer yang terlibat dalam situasi ini*

Daun: Macam-macam situasi..
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"You look worried"
Aku senyum. Aku cuba senyum. Ayat paling sesuai untuk aku cover adalah. "Tak ada la". Aku senyum. Jangan biarkan fikiran melayang. Nanti orang perasan. Aku ingat aku pandai sembunyi perasaan aku. Rupa2nya tak.

Tapi Amyz pernah tulis dalam testimoni friendster aku: "knowing her as cik daun with her cute blog. 1st met her masa makan2 sate di kajang. dia ni kan, sangat sweet bila tersenyum. kalau tak suka something, her face will show it! hahaha. suka sangat tengok muka dia yang selamba tu.. cik daun, i'm glad, we are friend. :-)"

Bila kita cuba letakkan wajah terbaik kita, orang tetap akan nampak bila kita tak perasan, wajah yang sebenar akan terpampang jua. Leka berfikir, buat aku termenung. Orang kata termenung tu tak baik. Tetapi masa termenunglah waktu yang sesuai kita melihat keadaan sebenar seseorang.

Aku tak sampai tahap murung lagi. Alhamdulillah. Aku ada kawan-kawan yang bagi aku terbaik dunia dan akhirat. Dengan mereka aku kongsi rasa tanpa prejudis. Keikhlasan mereka buat aku menangis. Aku menangis lagi. Bila sahaja masa aku tak menangis?

Tangisan tu dah tak ada. Senyuman tu datang. Syukur aku berterusan. Love u guys. Ina, Elin and Ika. Anugerah terindah yang pernah kumiliki.

Daun: Sayang..
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Buat aku tersenyum - SO7

Datanglah sayang dan biarkan aku berbaring
Di pelukanmu,walaupun 'tuk sejenak
Usaplah dahiku dan kan kukatakan semua

Bilaku lelah tetaplah di sini
Jangan tinggalkan aku sendiri
Bilaku marah biarkan ku bersandar
Jangan kau pergi untuk menghindar

Rasakan resahku dan buat aku tersenyum
Dengan canda tawamu,walaupun tuk sekejap
Kar'na hanya engkaulah yang sangggup redakan aku

Kar'na engkaulah satu-satunya untukku
Dan pastikan kita selalu bersama
Kar'na dirimulah yang sanggup mengerti aku
Dalam susah maupun senang

Dapatkah engkau selalu menjagaku
Dan mampukah engkau mempertahankanku ...
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Closed for Soul Renovation
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Semua orang marah sama aku..
Aku pon marah sama aku..
Ehehehe..
Gelak gelak gelak.. Lepas nangis nangis nangis
Aku stressed out.. Mmg rasa nak mampos..
Mcm tanak hidup lagi jer..
Its hard being me..

On the other side of my life..
I'm not ready to come out the closet.. *bunyi mcm gay jer plak.. no, i'm not gay*
Even that mean hurting myself..
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aku mahukan ungkapan cinta..
yang bukan sahaja aku dengar..
malah aku rasai..
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Back to my own self

Akhirnya dapat jugak aku Dunkin' Donut pujaan hati aku. Alhamdulillah. Sah2 kuar time office hour. Bak kata Khalil.. Urusan kerja *sambil pau karipap aku satu*.. Ceh.. Khalil.. Lupakan dulu periuk nasi aku yg ada dirumah ko.. Karipap tu as upah simpan ok?

Yeah.. Weekend ni aku akan pulang ke desa terchenta. Mama dah ckp yang aku ni anak tak igt keluarga. 2 minggu berturut2 aku tak balik kg. Ada kenduri on both weekend. nak buat cenggana. Aku ni perempuan yang buta jalan, hanya mengaharapkan belas ihsan kawan2. Kalau dak, ada map pon aku takut nak redah.

Mama dah booked aku untuk mengikut rombongan mengahantar pengantin lelaki (jiran belakang umah aku). Dia kahwin dengan orang kg aku juga. Tak terbayang aku kawin dengan orang sekampung. Isk isk iskk..

Dan, aku tak menghabiskan weekend dengan En. Awak. I'm officially kopak. Kalau aku ajak keluar sah2 aku kene spend money. Ahahaha. Jadi, aku lebih rela duduk rumah tengok tv. Dating bila dah kaya karang *which is not in the near future*.

Daun: Nak balik kampung.. yeah yeahhh
Terima Kasih..
Sayang korang kat aku ek?
A short note regarding En. Awak..
Dia sah single and available..
Tak pernah berkahwin..
Already checked with Jabatan Pendaftaran Negara..
So people..
Wish me luck..
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Open for any possibilities.
Especially the good one.
Awak,
Thanks for being patient, caring and understanding.
Being so berhemah with my songehness.
I'm already tersadung.
:P

Of Ina and BM July Paper

Congrats to Ina Cayang. Dah lulus paper july with flying colours i must say. B3. Way to go girls. Leh la confirm and leh kita ronggeng sesama. :P. Ina need that BM SPM for her job confirmation. So much of having a Master in Biomedical Sc. Without BM, Its nothing. Congrats Ina.. Muahhssssss

Daun: Awak..
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Bila aku rasa dia just 'too good to be true'.
Aku cuma perlu 'gamble' sekali lagi.
Ok awak, I'll give u a chance.
I'll give myself a chance.
Emosional Freak

Something bothering me inside, making me as emotional as ever. The victims:
1. Ika <- place to share my emo
2. En. Awak <- place to emo at
3. My Diary <- place to write abt my emo
4. Yik <- tak pasal2 dengar my emo
5. Along <- tak pasal2 buat orang emo

People say, when we are getting older, we become more sensitive. Every little things tend hurts.

Dah la tu kan? Stop being emotional. Sepatutnya jadi lebih bijak. Mungkin jugak sebab gigi bijak aku belah atas kanan aku akan dicabut petang nanti. Mungkin jugak. Blame it on everything else but myself. Yeaahhaaa

I'm becoming more and more like my mother. Ahaks.

Daun: Awak, dont ask me abt this entry. I dont want to talk abt it.
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Ayah aku n Cucu nya si Tanja Nabil. Masa ni tembam lagi. Sekarang ni dah kurus, pandai berjalan dan tak terkawal. Geram siot. Ahahaha.
Gambar Wedding Ijad & Pikor's Newborn
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Ladies and Gentlemen,

Whenever someone writes about love the first thing that comes to mind, our assumptions before the said person could go into details about it will be,

"With whom did he/she falls in love with?"

Then as they go on crapping about it you realise, sometimes, they are not gonna tell you with whom did they fall in love but with what they had fall in love with. Being in love doesn't mean it have to be with one special person. It could be with anybody, anyone, anything, any place.

Sometimes, after being in love and out of it we realise there's a greater love than the ones before.

We learn family love us still despite our flaws and accept us as who we are.
We learn friends are always there, no matter how you've forgotten about them.
We learn, there's some people out there whom is willing to share our laughters and tears even though they are not our lovers/husbands/wives/family.

We learn, there's more to love than just with human beings.

We discover, there's an eternal love that exist between you and God, though you forget Him, He never forgets you. I have a love-hate relationship with God (don't ask me why) but I like to reassure myself, like my mum, He loves me too. He doesn't forget I exist in this world though sometimes I will forget what is required of me.

There are those that love their pets more than they love others. You might think they are mental but sometimes, even pets are much loyal than human beings. Even pets have more feelings of attachment rather than normal human beings.

Anyways, what's my point here?

The next time someone tell you they had fallen in love, it could be with something rather than someone.

Love is such a strong word to be used against any human beings before you're committed to 'em legally. I learn this from an old friend and I would like to add, love is a long lasting feeling even after it ends.

This is why I would rather use the term LIKE, sometimes you just end up hating it and you don't like it anymore. How could you save love, when it has an end to it?

I love blogging cause I love writing.

Have a good week ahead everyone.

This is Ms Mental signing off from CikDaun's account. She's too busy getting herself credited to be woman of steel to update so I had request to hijack it just for the sake of messing up her space.



Ms Mental : Daun, I lap you!!!!!! sungguh!
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Kadang-kadang aku lebih suka biarkan kawan-kawan aku as kawan-kawan aku sahaja. Bukan kawan-kawan kau. Bukan kawan2 dia. Bukan kawan2 mereka. Cuma aku dan kawan-kawan aku sahaja.
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of Love

Hilang semangat nak menulis. Bilamana dah dijerat dengan kerja. Mcm nak tercekik.

Aku dah tak berlari dah. Penat la. Set mode +'chop cikdaun. Maintain comel jer la sekarang nih. Aku takkan mengejar. Dan aku dah letih nak berlari. Aku nak duduk lepak kat Secret Recipe sambil nikmati sepotong Blueberry Cheesecake. Enjoying the moment while it last.

Cinta kalau dikejar tak dapat. Di tunggu tak datang. Dicari tak jumpa. Dan cinta, kalau bukan milik kita. Tetap bukan milik kita jua.

Daun: Tersadung cinta.
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Proses kejar-mengejar

Ku kejar kau lari. Seronok main kejar2 ni. Kalau dulu masa main Polis Sentri. Bila polis kejar and pencuri dah letih. Sebelum polis tangkap, siapa yang jadi pencuri akan sebut 'chop'!. Masa tu polis tak boleh nak tangkp. Pencuri kebal dari tangkapan polis. Budak yang jadi polis tu bengang jer. Bila dia dah nak dekat dpt selepas lari gila punya kejar, si pencuri amik peluang tu utk jerit 'chop'!. Time out. Polis tak leh buat apa2 lagi. Pencuri duduk mencangkung and senyum sambil menahan lelah. Kalau la ianya applicable di dunia nyata.

"Awak, kalau kite nak 'chop' dulu leh?"
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"Kalau awak tanak letih, jangan lari bila kite kejar"
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Sepet, Sunway Pyramid, Jumaat, 9.00 malam. JOM!
Sapa2 yang sempat datang. Aku jemput sekali.
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"Awak yang mengejar, kenapa kita yang letih?"
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Love my life rite now.
I have nothing to say

Bulan ni aku kaput.
Aku takleh nak bersosial secara berlebey2an.
Aku cuma ada beberapa aktiviti sosial jer yg penting.
Kenduri kawins <- ada 2 kenduri
Birtday Efi
Sepet with Ika

Where my heart is

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Luahan pankreas cik daun yang kadang-kadang terlupa yang dia sudah jadi ibu dan isteri. Masih kadang-kdang mahu berperangai seperti zaman belajar-belajar (mentah).

Masih belajar-belajar nak jadi ibu dan isteri dan mengekalkan diri jadi anak yang call emaknya seminggu sekali dan kakak yang cool untuk adik-adiknya yang berenam.

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