Weih.. Aku ok jer nih. Jiwa aku ni dah luas dah. Ladang bunga matahari aku tgh dalam poses pembajakan. Sementara tu ramai orang yang bagi setangkai bunga matahari. Terima kasih. Kepada sesiapa yang baca jurnal aku dari zaman aku sekolah2 lagi sure tau cenggana aku. InsyaAllah aku boleh hadapi dugaan nih. :)

Hello 2005. I'm sure you got tonnes of sweetness for me. Jangan smpi kencing manis dah la. Ihiks.

Guestbook Restored.

Alhamdulillah.. Guestbook aku dah dapat di restore balik. Aku letak link kat sebelah tu karang utk gezbook lama k? baca la entry ttg orang yang pernah kenal JK ni.

This will be the last (kalau ada perkara berbangkit aku akan tulis lagi) entry on JK for this year.But pls dont stop revealing this story to others. Put my link or ika's link Aku nak carry on living my life. 2005 dah nak dekat. I've wasted 3 years of my life orbiting around JK. This gonna stop.

He thot he'll be safe after 2 month on hiatus. OOoo no no no.

After some reaseach:
Nama: Abdul Razak Abdul Rahman
Kerja kat: UKM cawangan KL. KCKL.Juruteknologi Makmal Perubatan (Kanan) Pi tgk kat sini
Kelulusan: Diploma Teknologi Makmal Perubatan ( Not a degree holder or doing his master of PhD as he claimed)
Umur: 41 <- maybe older.
Status: Berkawin dan 5 orang anak (yang sulong meninggal sbb sakit, paling tua 15 tahun dan paling muda 4 tahun)
Tempat Tinggal: No. 8, Persiaran Aman 7, Taman Kajang Utama ( kalau nak alamat email aku personally)
Asal: Segamat, Johor( kalau nak alamat email aku personally)
No kereta dia: WJY 6945. Incase sapa2 yang nampak dia. Kancil Kaler metalic baige (mcm gold sket2). Bonet kaler hitam. (Not a honda or toyota, as he told other ppl)

Wink.

You got to be
Desiree

Listen as your day unfolds,
challenge what your future holds
Try to keep your head up to the sky
Lovers they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
Stand up and be counted,
don't be shamed to cry
You gotta be..

You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold,
you gotta be wiser
You gotta hard, you gotta be tough,
you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm,
you gotta stay together.
All I know, all I know
Love will save the day

Herald what your mother said
Read the books your father read
Try to solve the puzzle
in your own sweet time
Some may have more cash than you
Others take a different view
My oh my, you gotta be..

Time asks no questions, it goes on without you
Leaving you behind if you can't stand the pace
The world keeps on spinning, can't stop it if you tried to
The best part is danger staring you in the face

Got to be bad. Got to be bold
Got to be wise. Don't ever be cold
Got to be hard. Not too, too hard
All I know is, love will save the day

End of the Line

Nak pi tgk Kungfu Hustle dengan osmet. Yieeehaaa..
People..
Life goes on..
Apa yang dah dia buat..
Akhirat juga mau kira..
Kalau untung sabut..
Allah bayar cash kat dunia..

Dear Everybody..
Terima kasih atas sokongan dan kata2 semangat..
Harap jadikan panduan hidup..

Dan kepada yang terus menyokong JK walau sudah tau kebenarannya..
Up to you.. ;)

Obladi Oblada.. Life Goes Onnnnnnnnnnn..
Ihikss..

My Tutor Friend


Emon pinjamkan aku vcd ni.
Nice story. Light je cerita dia. Since aku suka sangat dengan lelaki tu.
Sejak cerita Stairways to Heaven.
Cheng Jun..
Thanks Emon..
Dalam hati ada rasa mcm nak beli "Jewel in the Palace"

Ina dearest..
Kite dah tambah Link Amberley kat Kroni Navigator kite.. So that Ina tak cari jauh untuk pi site kak Na..

Happy 1st Annyversary to Ina and Abg Adi..
Congrats.. Ina bakal dapat adik ipar..
Jaga-jaga sket.. Ina bukan lagi sorang jer menantu perempuan..
Dah ada saingan dah..

cikdaun: takkan dpt adik ipar lagi buat masa ni..

I'm not complaining..

You get some..
You loose some..

Thousand Apology to 'Say'

Yups.. Done it again
Hurt my housemate feeling..
Need to apologize..
She's been a good company for me in my down time..

Remember sometime not every thot can be said outloud..
Not face to face..
No.. Not in this journal either..

Aku nak mkn Lamb Chop kat 'Mama Chop, Papa Grill'.
Cuma nak carik masa yang sesuai untuk gi sana.
Ada dua candidate but dua-dua unsuitable untuk dibawa kesana.
They are on Low Carb diet.
Tekak aku mogok tanak mkn benda lain selagi tak dpt apa yg dia nak.
Ampehs

Housemate aku susah nak dgr pendapat orang lain bila dia rasa dia betul. I dont want my opinion to be accepted totally. Listen to what I want to say. Its not about right or wrong. It's about respecting other ppl opinion. Bigheaded betul la kadang2. Che gu.. Bukak sket horizon tu. Ada yg lagi luas dari kepala otak che gu.

Andai sudah tiba masa...........

tanak berangan dah..

cita-cita: kumpul some money untuk belikan diri sendiri new handphone.. 1/2 way through
ameen..

25

"Sayangnya.. "
Berapa intonasi kau boleh buat dengan perkataan tu.. Ia juga memberi beberapa makna yg berlainan..

Yesterday Misleading entry..
:)

Happy Birthday to Fatin Suraya Saidu..

Birthday is coming..
What did I achieved on the past 25 years of my life?

Finally

Bila kita nak somebody buat sesuatu untuk kita, kita mahukan yang terbaik daripadanya. Bila orang tu pula minta kita buat sesuatu untuk kita.. Adakah kita mampu untuk buat yang terbaik untuk dia?